Many times, I really wish there is someone who can talk to me, and talk about the subject of my husband's death. Unfortunately, it sounds impossible. Nobody wishes to talk about those unpleasant matter, especially when it goes sensitively.
Just like tonight, when I had dinner alone, I suddenly recalled his last wording, 'honey, I can't stand any longer!' My heart was painful, hurt, but nobody know, nobody could talk about. My tears come again, though I decide not to cry any more.
Yes, I love him and still. He had plenty trouble, but I just love him.
