Good cooking, good life

I like cooking. Good life is starting from eating. Italian and Chinese have common saying that people live to eat. Are my cooking looks good? Enjoy!

Looking for bright future

On my birthday, I went trip.

I want to be back to my career life. Yet, I need to seek for a bright future for myself, I promise.

All the past is history of today, and never be back. No more sorrow, going happy. And, if there is my Mr Right in front, why not?

Cheers!

Search for a new gate out

People said that God would open a new door for me after he locked my door.

When? Where?

I had suffered, and recovered to certain extend. I need to walk out and start my new life. But which way could I get out? I turn my head and search for it...

Helpless

Many times, I really wish there is someone who can talk to me, and talk about the subject of my husband's death. Unfortunately, it sounds impossible. Nobody wishes to talk about those unpleasant matter, especially when it goes sensitively.

Just like tonight, when I had dinner alone, I suddenly recalled his last wording, 'honey, I can't stand any longer!' My heart was painful, hurt, but nobody know, nobody could talk about. My tears come again, though I decide not to cry any more.

Yes, I love him and still. He had plenty trouble, but I just love him.

New Year, new hope!

Dec 2010 in Lijiang, Yunan, China

New year, comes with new hope, and I wish to have a fresh new life!

Cross my fingers and wish all who used to be here a very happy and prosperous 2011!

Mid Autumn Festival

Remember, Honey

Its a very beautiful evening that we used to share

The ocean is still

But you are not

Tell me

Whether you are happy some where

In Heaven

Hong Kong, Hong Kong...

I lived in Hong Kong since the very first day of July of 1978. I migrated from Xiamen to Hong Kong with my mum and my younger brother while my papa had been already be there for more than three years.

I studied in Hong Kong and grew up in Hong Kong. Be honest, it is the most favour city that I wish to live. Unfortunately, it would be hand over to China on 1st July of 1997. Due to this special reason, like many Hong Kong people, I choose to migrate again!

I have no intention to go Singapore, in fact, my planning was go to the States, further studies and then living there. It's a big pity that my parents could not speak English and forced me to go Singapore instead. They brought me a lot of troubles by crying to the relatives until I agreed with them.

Yet, I left Hong Kong by end June of 1995, and obtained my citizenship in March of 1998 as a Singaporean.

However, I spent quite some time in Hong Kong in my very first six to seven years after immigration. My Hong Kong apartment was still there and I went home time to time, almost every month. I love the living style, and the very good food there. For me, I found Hong Kong as 'my second homeland'.

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I had not been there since 12Jan of last year because of my accident and badly hurted, until early this month. Though it was only 7days long, I enjoyed every moment I was in Hong Kong again. My favourite food, market, shopping, walking around etc. The only pity was that I found Hong Kong full of Chinese, from mainland China. So, I hard to listen to Cantonese, but Mandarin. Many shops and department stores I visited a lot in the past disappeared, and a lot of small shops selling very poor designed, poor quality, but very cheap clothes newly openned.

Yet, things changed as time goes by. So, Hong Kong changed, in the past 15years and changed even fast in the past 1year and seven months since my previous visit. It is, and forever, no longer my Hong Kong, the place I love so much and familiar to once upon the time in my life.